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[04 Jul 2005|04:40pm] |
summer has been amazing.
england was incredible.
my birthday week was unforgettable.
its consisted of:
camp
sushi
haleys birthday
1 hour drive to iguanas
lost in van nuys
balloons
flowers
my birthday party on wed
a birthday cake i dont remember
"if u sore with the eagles, you must get up with the birds"
not having the right insurance to get my license
my sweet sixteen at sagebrush
cake being thrown in my face
presents
granola
"responsible alcoholism"
suck and blow
truth or dare
soo many more
and this has only been one week...<3
( the best birthday )
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[27 Apr 2005|09:29pm] |
i cant believe what happened today. being in that gym and hearing what happened to such a sweet girl was heartbreaking. when it was announced that meryl died, it was amazing how the gym went silent. everyone realized fighting and getting angry over stupid shit isnt worth it. life is so precious and it is horrible that we have to experience death to understand that. i never got the chance to know meryl but i know plenty of people that did and they say such incredible things about her. when i saw her in the breezeway she seemed so happy and peaceful. its a shame that this happend to her. i admire her for being so brave and putting up a strong fight.
being at school today with all of the emotion,tears, pain, and anger made me relive my dads death. all the emotions were coming back again. finally when im in acceptance of things, something bad happens. meryl didnt deserve this. she was too young and too beautiful of a person.
rip meryl <3
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[10 Apr 2005|10:06pm] |
spring break was amazing. definatly had some good times.
( Spring break 05 )
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[30 Jan 2005|11:24am] |
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Happy sweet sixteen Yana! I love you!!!!! <3
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[20 Jan 2005|02:37pm] |
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happy sweet sixteen phoe! i love you so much!
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[10 Jan 2005|05:13pm] |
no school on monday or tuesday!!
i love rain!! <3
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[29 Dec 2004|09:30pm] |
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i got my permit and my belly button pierced today!!
im *really* excited for new years!!
i love my friends!!
<3
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[23 Dec 2004|09:03pm] |
"spencer is a name for a little boy who looks like a sausage!"-alex
that had to be the funniest thing i've heard in a really long time..haha
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[19 Dec 2004|02:25pm] |
on friday lil romeo and master p came to our school..it was a lot of fun.
yesterday i went to driving school with haley and mandy..boring as hell but the guy was hilarious..
( random pics )
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[04 Dec 2004|10:35pm] |
Megan and Jared surprised my family with a big christmas tree. my family is retarded.
( by the way im jewish )
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[09 Nov 2004|04:30pm] |
Highlight of my weekend:
-nd homecoming football game w/ phoe
-firworks
-looking like we dont belong
-seeing bart, tori, and amy-love you guys!
-the oc first season from 11 pm-5 am
-7-11 stop at 2 am
3 day weekend!!!! <3
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[24 Oct 2004|07:58pm] |
this weekend was a lot of fun.
friday-went to alexas party with haley. saw alexa, tara, and lara! i missed u guys! then christine came for like 5 minutes. ha..then we went back to my house and just hung out, played with my dog, and looked at "conversations" on the computer. haha
saturday- i went to stermans house with melanie and max to do our english project. that was fun. max is the worst actor of life. then mandy,yana, and rina picked me up and we went to magic mountain. it was soo much fun. we met up with rinas friends neil, daniel, and evan. this guy was scaring the hell out of me and i fell on the floor haha.the mazes were really funny. it was a lot of fun. yana came back to my house and slept over.
today- i went out to eat with jared and matt then i just did homework. i dont want to go to school..too many tests and homework..ahh! i really need phoe and need to see her soon..its been wayy to long <3
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[14 Oct 2004|09:00pm] |
so school has been ok..soooo many tests and homework its crazy.
volleyball has been going good..were 4-0 in the league..fun..tmrw should be a crazy game against crescenta valley..
im not excited for the psats. i hate sitting in a room for 3 hours taking a test i know im gonna do horrible on..eek..
i feel like i need a change. i miss summer and being able to hang out with my friends everyday. it seems like im losing some of my friends and i really hate that. i hate that people think i dont care about them anymore when i really do. it drives me crazy. o well..im not going to let it get to me anymore.
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[01 Oct 2004|10:18pm] |
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so today had to be the worst day ive had in a while..
i had a horrible fight with my brother..well, we have been a lot lately. sometimes i feel so bad about myself when i talk to him. i started tearing in the car because im sick of being yelled at for stupid things. i love him so much and it just hurts that we cant have a normal conversation anymore without me getting hurt.
then i went to school. it was pretty good. dance club-we swinged danced..that was a lot of fun. and i had one class which made it better.
then i got into a fight with my mom. i hate that. sometimes i feel like she never cares about me or my feelings. i know she loves me with all of her heart and i love her too. i dont like the fact that she has to lie to me about her boyfriends. i hate the fact that i never see or have a real conversation with her without one of us crying. she apologized for what she did and i know she means it but its just not the same.
i miss how things used to be. i hate how fucked up my life is getting.
i love being with my friends and acting happy, forgetting what goes on at home..i hate that i cant that way at home..
i miss my dad so fuckin much and everything would be normal if he was alive.
everytime i feel things r getting better, some shit happens and i lose hope again.
i need something to reassure me that im gonna be ok..
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[19 Sep 2004|11:25am] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
33. What will I be when I grow up?
34. what are my best qualities?
35. have you ever had a crush on me?
36. how close are we?
37. what do i do that bugs you?
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[14 Sep 2004|10:36pm] |
today was fun.
-the best carpool ride with mandy and jared..i just have to say i hate moths. haha
-3 frees
-had a lot of laughs
-we won our volleyball game!! yaa!
..bad part was having 3 hours of homework..
homecoming is in 2 and a half weeks..i still need a dress and a date..
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